Do you know anyone at work in management that you can seriously trust. I worked at a retail store for a while and I finally confided in one of the managers that I had gotten to know. They can find ways to help you. My manager checked on me through the day to help keep me safe. Also they helped set me up with BVR (Bureau of Vocational Rehabilitation) to get a job coach. (There job is to follow you around and help you out when you are overwhelmed, frusterated, have any type of problem.) A job coach may be very helpful to you.