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AspieDIDsurvive · 04:23 PM

Hey, I just wanted to introduce myself here on this forum. I would introduce on the official introduction, but I suffer with PTSD & have to stay safe from harassing/stalkery abusive family members, so I'm not keen on making a self introduction on a general board.

I was born with health problems and Asperger Syndrome to a parent with Psychopathy, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, & Pathological Lying and another parent who became an Alcoholic due to parent with Psychopathy.

I also have an older sibling with Psychopathy, though not born with non-functional Psychopathy at least.

Both the parent and sibling with Psychopathy abused me sexually, physically, psychologically, emotionally as a child. I also was sexually abused by a Grandfather when I was a child.

To cover up the abuse by the Grandfather, as arranged by parent with Psychopathy, I was mind controlled, tortured, and sexually abused as a child by a scientist and his assistant. Parent with Psychopathy deftly and professionally learned mind control and brainwashing techniques and continued their efforts for decades of my life, using sibling with Psychopathy for assistance. Back in those days, scientific mind control programming was somewhat popular, I've been informed, due to the times and what else was popular with the APA and pseudo-science.

In case you can't guess, or read by my profile, I've survived childhood incest, rape, mind control, physical abuse as a child and adult, sexual assault as an adult, rape as an adult, brainwashing and mind control maintenance for decades, harassment, & stalking.

I suffer with Dissociative Identity Disorder, Dissociative Amnesia, PTSD, Dissociation, Asperger Syndrome as my main mental health conditions. I used to suffer with Depersonalization, Derealization, and CPTSD when I was younger, but have improved somewhat with memories of abuse coming back.

I also was born with health problems, but none have affected my mental health. My health is actually better now since I've gotten memories back of my abuse. Not great, but better. I'll always have physical limitations.

Anything else you would like to know about me, feel free to ask. I'll try to answer comments and any questions, but I do have computer access limitations as well. Just trying to explain if I can't answer right away.

Oh, and I should apologize ahead of time. With my Asperger Syndrome, I can be very literal, practical, and sometimes blunt. I always watch myself very carefully on support websites though, with over a decade of experience on health support websites. But if I ever switch, am having a bad PTSD day or flare, and I get too blunt, please just nudge me. I catch on quickly to social cues on support websites at least.

Thanks!