I got a book called Anxious In Love. I haven't cracked it open yet though. But yeah I'm seeing someone and it's gotten serious. We have only met like 2 weeks ago though. We can both see ourselves with each other for the long term. But I want to go slow, and he says he will respect that. This is just so new for me. I feel like I'm getting derailed with my other goals and life ambitions, and he wants me to meet his family next Friday. I felt like it was too soon so I declined, but at the same time, I really want to go, though I think I might be overwhelmed, I'm not sure. Is it too soon? Also I hope my anxiety doesn't drive him away. I don't worry and fret this much on average. But I am finding myself, while very happy with this guy, also worried about stuff. I just really like this guy. lol. And I'm feeling very off today. He says he doesn't mind me worrying and he wants me to communicate with him. Lol. I still worry. Good thing I have therapy tomorrow.