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Originally Posted by AspieDIDsurvive
Hey, I just wanted to introduce myself here on this forum. I would introduce on the official introduction, but I suffer with PTSD & have to stay safe from harassing/stalkery abusive family members, so I'm not keen on making a self introduction on a general board.
I was born with health problems and Asperger Syndrome to a parent with Psychopathy, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, & Pathological Lying and another parent who became an Alcoholic due to parent with Psychopathy.
I also have an older sibling with Psychopathy, though not born with non-functional Psychopathy at least.
Both the parent and sibling with Psychopathy abused me sexually, physically, psychologically, emotionally as a child. I also was sexually abused by a Grandfather when I was a child.
To cover up the abuse by the Grandfather, as arranged by parent with Psychopathy, I was mind controlled, tortured, and sexually abused as a child by a scientist and his assistant. Parent with Psychopathy deftly and professionally learned mind control and brainwashing techniques and continued their efforts for decades of my life, using sibling with Psychopathy for assistance. Back in those days, scientific mind control programming was somewhat popular, I've been informed, due to the times and what else was popular with the APA and pseudo-science.
In case you can't guess, or read by my profile, I've survived childhood incest, rape, mind control, physical abuse as a child and adult, sexual assault as an adult, rape as an adult, brainwashing and mind control maintenance for decades, harassment, & stalking.
I suffer with Dissociative Identity Disorder, Dissociative Amnesia, PTSD, Dissociation, Asperger Syndrome as my main mental health conditions. I used to suffer with Depersonalization, Derealization, and CPTSD when I was younger, but have improved somewhat with memories of abuse coming back.
I also was born with health problems, but none have affected my mental health. My health is actually better now since I've gotten memories back of my abuse. Not great, but better. I'll always have physical limitations.
Anything else you would like to know about me, feel free to ask. I'll try to answer comments and any questions, but I do have computer access limitations as well. Just trying to explain if I can't answer right away.
Oh, and I should apologize ahead of time. With my Asperger Syndrome, I can be very literal, practical, and sometimes blunt. I always watch myself very carefully on support websites though, with over a decade of experience on health support websites. But if I ever switch, am having a bad PTSD day or flare, and I get too blunt, please just nudge me. I catch on quickly to social cues on support websites at least.
Thanks!
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Welcome. I have been here at psych central for over 5 years (its actually been about 7 yrs) when I first joined psych central it was a bit overwhelming.
I soon discovered that there are many forums, each designates a different mental disorder. for example for posting anything about dissociation this is the right forum, for posting about PTSD those kinds of posts go in the PTSD forum, my depression posts go in the depression forums and well you get the point for each of the problems in your life there is a separate forum for posting about those designated issues.
there is also a new members forum where new members post their introductions. my understanding of this is that this is so that new members can talk about being new members, maybe make some friends and let other members get to know you with out new members being intimidated by the heavier discussion boards. in other words its a way for new members to ease into what this site is for and what its all about, get to know each other kinds of stuff.
I know its scarey to post in a general forum because you dont want others to find you... um something you might not be aware of. no matter what forum you post in anyone, relatives , friends and strangers can still see what you post, none of these forums are private. everything you post can be found or seen by anyone who googles any of the same mental disorders you have...
heres a tip if you dont want others to know the posts they are seeing is you, make sure your user name is not something you use for things like facebook, twitter emailing or any other place on the internet and not your real name. this will make it harder for anyone who knows you to find you here.
you can also pm a moderator who can help you to be safe here. the new members forum has a post for new members that gives important information that new members find helpful suggestion you might want to give that forum and others associated with your other problems too.
again welcome to the dissociation forum. this is where we talk about anything that has to do with dissociation.
