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Old Oct 26, 2016, 08:42 PM
Anonymous59125
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I took a sharp turn in the wrong direction last night. I just couldn't sleep (should have taken my 50gm of seroquel but I didn't think of it until today. Woke up 5.5 hours later (I usually NEED 10-12 when stable 12-18 when depressed and anything below 6 is almost certain hypo) feeling like I have rocket fuel in my veins,I jumped out of bed and instantly started talking very fast and kind of shaky.....and my heart feels like it will burst, like I've been working out and am at peak heart rate. My eyes are wide open. I did wake from a very BAD dream. My delusions of reference have been acting up but I'm able to tell myself "that is a delusion of reference". They are getting progressively stronger but they are harmless. I think I'd technically be considered manic right now. Or maybe my fight or flight has been activated and I'm in this seriously hyper aware state. Either way I'm going to stop the Wellbutrin for awhile and try again later. I will take the seroquel to fix the sleep. Pretty sure I'm manic, there are a few other symptoms but they are a bit personal. I think I just need to stay on the AP alone for awhile and give it some time to work in my system, then I can try Wellbutrin again. Wellbutrin has many good benefits and it would break my heart to learn I couldn't take it.
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Coconutzo