Im not sure where to turn now. I went to see my doctor and he mentioned cbt therapy and gave me a number.
I called the number and it was a lady who gave me numbers for ppd support groups. (I saw my doc for anxiety and depression, but i have a 5 month old)
There seems to be no options for a counsellor close by, all therapists cost money or need insurance. Which i dont have.

My husband is acting emotionally abusive.. he needs help for his anger but wont make the move to see a doctor.

I feel out of options. His child support and impulsive spending drains us of every penny. He cant hold down employment but does not want me leaving the children with anybody else while i work.

I dont know where to turn.
I guess this is just a rant at best. Im lost and confused.