(((((Jinn)))) I am so sorry you feel this way sweetie. I just wish that these hugs that I send could be real ones, because what you need right now is someone that gives a damn about you. I am not going to lie to you and tell you things get better, but at some point in your kids life they will look back on this and realize what you have gone through and what kind of person your husband is. I know that offers no peace now and it should not be about revenge. Just know that you are loved, by your family (even though sometimes it does not seem that way) your friends, and the people on PC that support you through everything you go through. Sending hugs and love.

Chad