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Originally Posted by mindwrench
I think Christmas is the worst for me. The tv specials, and the old movies they always start playing. Certain vintage kids Christmas shows are like kryptonite for me, I can't watch them or hear them. Shopping really sucks that time of year too. And driving anywhere after dark and seeing all the lights, it makes me feel very lost and alone.
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I guess I fortunate that I don't have those happy memories like that to remember. Not sure that's a good thing or not. I guess it's true that you don't miss what you never had. I'm sorry it's so hard for you though. Too bad there's not a magic wand we could wave and just make all holidays the happiest times ever, always. *sigh*