Thanks Bizi. Yesterday I saw my T. He suspects I might be in a mild mixed state as I was quite hyper and euphoric when I saw him. A big swing in mood from days prior to that. I am also being very obsessional and my thoughts jump all over the place but I feel razor sharp and focused mentally. It is a powerful state of mind. The PTSD stuff also isn't bothering me as much, though I still have waves of it at times.

Today I read through the two essays I worked on, and felt I had completed to HD level. They were a mess. I had shown insight into the topics and used plenty of references to back myself up but it was disordered and my conclusion didn't really relate to my introduction. Sent a message to my T about it and he said at least I was able to see clearly enough to recognise it now. Well now I am going to be spending hours re-writing them, then learning them off by heart to write out in my exam without any notes bar the exact quotes I use. I have a week. Will be busy with work on top of study but I feel confident I can do very well in the exam.