Im still trying to cope with past issues with my T after 3 months. I had a dream where her favorite client was having an eating disorder issue and I was trying to help her. In my dream I decided to call my T but then I realized that she would think that it's about me and calling her after termination would've been wrong. So in my dream I decided to text her and I made sure that the first sentence was that it wasn't about me but about her favorite patient. I knew that she would respond then. Well in my dream she responded immediately and thanked me for it and it was over. When I was her client I always felt like I didn't matter and like I was a bother. I felt like she accepted me eca use I could fill a slot but really eve at times we had scheduling issues and she would move me around to accomodate others which made me feel even less than a person to her. His dream just brought about all of these feelings to the surface and now I'm trying to cope.