It was somewhat after the beginning of this year when I was diagnosed with ADD. Of course, this came as a huge shock to everyone, nobody in my family (that I knew) had ADD. But, for my Ma, I took the tablets. I took them even though I lost a scary amount of weight because of it. I mean, I stopped taking the tablets but everything is going down that dark spiral again. Everything is turning into the way It shouldn't. I'm becoming the old me again and I'm terrified.