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Old Oct 27, 2016, 11:19 AM
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I mean...will she be angry at me? I called her a few minutes ago and left a msg telling her that I haven't come back down like I thought I had. I told her the reasons I think that. Now , I feel ignorant as hell and I feel lie I need to call her back to let her know that I'm not an ignorant fool. Part of me knows that is ridiculous but a greater part of me is shaking with paranoia that I NEED to call her and let her know this or she won't want to see me again because she will think I am a fool. What am I going to do?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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