I don't know what I'm feeling. Although what you described describes what I felt perfectly. I just don't know if it's something I need to tell my doctor about. We are still doing intake stuff and he asked about hearing voices. I don't know what this is called. Usually it's racing thoughts, but this is different. I was told I'm currently in a mixed state, and I think I am feeling manic but I'm also sad....I feel so confused. I've had a Bi Polar II diagnosis for 10 years, now I feel like things are changing and all the research I've done is confusing me now. And I don't seem to be able to tell how I feel....