I find that wherever I am in life, it can feel like a circle. Sometimes, the challenge is just that I can't think of anything motivating - like something that I would want to do if I had the motivation. It can take months to embark on any kind of change, but before that I have to figure out what to change, and then how to change it. I get paralyzed at the first step, so I just end up on the merry-go-round, like a holding pattern until I figure out where to get off.

Sorry you're feeling this way right now, boogie. It's not fun.