Thank you seesaw! I appreciate that you responded. And I am trying to wait. It's just so hard though. And having anxiety does not help keep my mind clear when stuff like this is going on. My heart tells me things are going to be OK and my brain says everyone hates me and I'll be fired. Neither is true, but they're fighting it out with me in between. I have to listen to both as if they were the absolute truth. Makes everything I say and do feel passive aggressive.

I'm waiting but keeping options open. Quitting is on the list, but today is not the top option.

Thanks again!