So I have a really good job, a total kickass boss who treats me extremely well. I know he doesn't have issues with me of any kind, yet I am constantly having the thought in the back of my mind that he is pissed at me, and that my job is at stake. It comes and goes, but this week it has been particularly bad. Like I said, things have been going exceptionally well at work, I'm even getting my insurance and phone covered soon. I just can't shake this stupid, incessant thought that something is wrong. Anyone else ever have something like this?
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BP2, PTSD, BPD
“Learning to let go should be learned before learning to get. Life should be touched, not strangled. You’ve got to relax, let it happen at times, and at others move forward with it.”
― Ray Bradbury
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