Here it is. Let me know if you think it warrants hospitalization...
Also let me know if you think I forgot something from all the threads I've posted.

I tried to reconnect with the way I felt before by cleaning a few things and putting up the laundry. ( She asked me to try to get back in a positive mood, I had been hypomanic I saw here so I told her about the energy ) It didn't work.

I still feel depressed. And I'm still hearing and seeing things.

For some reason I've feeling a bit paranoid. I'm convinced that my house is bugged and I'm being watched. I feel like I'm being watched through the camera on my phone and my webcam specifically. Also by the cars outside. This has been happening since the middle of September.

Sometimes it feels like my family has been replaced.

And sometimes I feel like my meds are fake and I shouldn't take them. I still do though. This has been happening for awhile.

All of this has happened since before I was put on seroquel.

I didn't do anything drastic impulsively. (Spent a bunch of money while I was hypo)