Crappola! I don't know now. Didn't you mention wanting to harm yourself or no? Are you getting any of those type thought?

I was hospitalized the last time I was like you (I was being stalked by a religious organization) and they were following me via Internet, TV, audiobooks. They were also contacting and threatening me using these means). They were inside, they were outside. Unfortunately they were in the hospital too for me. I never told them I wanted to harm myself as I knew that could get me committed and they hospitalized me anyways.