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Originally Posted by crs3
I'm not suicidal and I don't think I'm a danger to others. But I haven't slept in days, have barely eaten this week, and just feel out of control.
The last time I went to the ER, they said I had too many meds and I had to go see my process the next day. No assessment or anything.
I talked to my new therapist last night and it sounds like she is going to see if she can find a place for me. My process doesn't do anything. I have called him at least every week for the last 6 months and all he does is switch things up. And he changes the meds based on what I tell him to do. He will also tell me to not drink caffeine and to turn off electronics at 9pm. Kinda hard for someone being really obsessive about everything.
I guess I haven't done a very good job being a doctor, huh? I'm just ready to feel normal.
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Can you call your pdoc and see if he can get you admitted? I went through a period a few weeks ago where I couldn't sleep. I felt like I was losing it and I did almost go to the ER. For a sedative at least! But I waited and saw my pdoc and she increased my seroquel. Luckily I had that appointment already made! If I didn't, and went one more day with no sleep, I'd go to the ER. I told her I was losing it mentally for sure. There's a hospital by me with a psych floor and I prefer this ward. So the times I harmed myself, I'd go to that hospital. I hope you don't have to get to that point tho. But not sleeping can get very serious.