I think the worst thing a T can do is make promises they know they have no way of telling whether they can keep or not. I so wanted my T to reassure me that she would never leave me but am glad she has never said such a thing. We cannot predict the future, even with good intentions. The most she has ever done is promise that she will never shout at me, which I needed at the time.

I am so sorry you are feeling this pain and hope you can find some peace.