I had given my wife my pills to hang onto but then realized that I still had a bottle in my purse. So today in talking to my T I let it slip that I had a bottle in my purse. So we spent time going in circles about what I was going to do with them. I eventually told her I would give them to my wife thinking the whole time that I wouldn't and she would never know. But at the last minute I gave them to my T. I just couldn't be trusted with them. My thoughts are just too dark right now and not in the right place. I hope she can appreciate how hard that was for me.