I read a series of well-written Honolulu Civil Beat articles last night that essentially portray Oahu as a "financial hellhole". I have long agreed with that assessment, so I'm ratcheting up the gabapentin under the supervision of my pdoc, whom I saw yesterday, to counter my anxiety. You can take me now, Lord, for despite all you have given me, I fear that I cannot afford the future. Reviewing possible exit strategies, my wife will not accompany me on a putative retirement evacuation to Panama. None of this will have been worth worrying about if we provoke Russia into sending us one of their new SS-18s. Everybody have a nice day!