@MariaLucy ... Since it isn't the death of his father nor some terminal illness or condition, do you have any idea, inkling or clue as to why he suddenly refuses to see you? ... The reason I ask is because if you can put your finger on that one thing then that might help you know which direction to go in next.

I know the first time I lost a therapist suddenly and seemingly inexplicably, it was like a volcano had exploded ... And, while the earth was falling from beneath my feet I was also simultaneously trying to grab all the pieces that had gone flying into the air ... I was so overwhelmed by it all that I kept missing that one important piece ... And, that one piece - when I finally found it - became the very thing that showed me what my next move needed to be.

Don't know if that made any sense or not ... But,

I'm hoping it can help you - even if just a little bit - with all the overwhelmedness you are feeling right now!

Sincerely,
Pfrog!