I'm often told I apologize too much....and then I end up apologizing for apologizing so it's really a mess. But you are right, I've effectively beaten that horse within an inch of its life and feel I've said my peace.

Thank you for the support and standing behind me as I delve deeper into the roots of my issues. I've learned so much about myself from this board, from all of you so thank you for being teachers and healers in my life.