Hello Gasplessy: Well... the Skeezyks grew up in an elderly extended family. So I spent my whole childhood going from one funeral to another as each of my relatives died off one after the other. I don't believe in god, or life after death, or reincarnation... when you're dead... you're dead... period. I'm 68 now. So the reality of no longer existing is drawing ever closer. Personally I'm ready to go any time. I've had more than enough of life. After a while it just gets to be more-&-more of the same old thing.

There's kind-of a nice, short video on YouTube I'll link you to. It is a video by a portrait artist who's drawing a picture of astrophysicist Neal deGrasse Tyson. And the voice-over is Dr. Tyson talking about how he views his place in the universe:



I send you my best wishes...