So, I'm on mood stabilizers (love my Lamictal!!!) and it helps me a lot, but sometimes I still swing up or down. Right now I am super depressed. Crazy, super, miserably depressed. I have a crappy decision I have to make... seems like once I think I've figured out what I need to do, someone throws a wrench into it. Don't really want to discuss this particular issue because it would require a lot of explaination and anyway it is something I need to figure out on my own. I just basically need to talk and get this out. I go to my pdoc once a month (my insurance really sucks so that's all I can do) and it'll be a few more weeks till I see her. I woke up at my usual time this morning but didn't get out of bed for another hour and a half. I just want to cry, but there are no tears, just a tired, sinking feeling. I haven't eaten anything today and it is afternoon (not that it'll hurt me since my doctor says I need to lose about 40 lbs anyway...). I'm supposed to eat breakfast every day (supposedly I'm less likely to overeat later on if I eat a big meal in the morning)... I've been good about it, but not today. I'm lonely, bored, and sad. Thanks for letting me vent.