That's hard, it really is. The only person that could possibly understand you for your happens to be well- you. And even then it's difficult. If you live in the USA, it would probably be best to get some form of insurance if you would like to work towards getting a good doctor. We're not experts on this but it's what we did so we hope that wherever you're at, as long as you keep holding on and trying then things will hopefully change for the better elevated.
For us, we would actually have to drive outside of our city to find a therapist who specializes in D.I.D. but everything having is worth fighting for right?