Slept well....more nightmares but I'm getting used to them and able to shake it off quicker it seems. Still waking up juiced, jazzed, panicked, excited, shakey and a sprinkling of confused to add some flavor. Stir it all together and I'm either manic or having PTSD symptoms. I've got some breaking bad quality meth coursing through my veins....Walter White must have snuck in while I was sleeping and administered it intravenously. If I could only direct all this energy into something productive, I'd thank him for the free drugs but as it stands it's mainly just causing my head and thought to spin like an out of control wheel of freakin fortune spinner.
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