I've been crying all day here. First I was livid, now I'm heartbroken. Can someone please let me know if I'm in the wrong here? Maybe I'm not understanding something?

So I can't work right now because of my MI. If it wasn't for my bf helping me out till I get SS then I'd be homeless. We are broke. We have to shop at the dollar store for friggin groceries and drive one car because of gas prices. Well I couldn't pay my taxes because I can't work so my dad said he'd help out and I could pay him back. I told him I can't afford to pay him back so he said "well your sister does need a new car and you aren't driving yours so how about we trade?" I had no other choice but to say ok because I cannot pay him back. Mind you, my sisters car is old, been in multiple accidents because of the engine or wheels or something. My car, I only had for one year and only drove it probably once a week. It was a used car, but still had that new car smell. I paid $6100 for that car and my dad paid $2500 for my taxes and we traded cars, me thinking he would pay me the remainder or put what's left towards my future condo fees. That's a deal between my dad and I.

Then, I get a call from my brother, who lives with my dad, saying I needed to pay him (my brother) back for my taxes. Yea I'm confused too. So I said "I gave you guys a $6100 car so how do I owe YOU? Especially when this was between dad and I??" He kept sending me harassing texts and said "fine I'm kicking your bf's ***!" Uhm ok? What does my bf have to do with MY car and MY debt?? I spent hours explaining to him that I made a deal with my dad, who still owes me for the remainder!! The bad mouthing went on all night and I was shaking with rage. I had no choice but to block him and my dad from contacting me. Now I'm very confused here. How do I owe my BROTHER or ANY of them money?!

Pretty much I feel like they ripped me off. And my sister who has a good job and NO bills got the car!! So why doesn't she have to pay anything? How on earth do I owe them?! Am I missing something here?! Trust me I'm not leaving anything out here either. I'm very confused!!

My anger has turned to heartbreak and I NEVER cry. Didn't even know I had the heart left to cry. But now it's a new day, I've calmed down, and I'm so depressed (from bipolar). I've been in my bathroom crying on and off all day because I don't want my bf to see me cry. I don't let anyone see me cry.

So if I am wrong, can someone enlighten me? Because I feel very taken advantage of right now. I'm really not surprised as many people warned me that my dad would do this to me. I know my dad is friggin crooked but I never thought he'd do this to his own daughter.