Hi dear.

I don't feel like writing a long story but I think I can provide you with the answer you're looking for.
I got abused at the age of early 14. Now my libido is about 0. Sometimes I think about sex with a girl, but that's all. I treat sex as an activity I sometimes have to fulfil so as my boyfriend stopped being silly. Maybe it's because I take medications. Maybe not. I don't remember if I was ever horny.

Anyway, a lot of hugs. Don't worry about your high libido, until you can control it it's ok.