I met with my T today and he said that the moves that I am making are the best thing for me right now. I also am worried about my marriage. I just don't know what to do anymore. I wish there was a magic wand or something. I just wish there was something that I could say to my wife so she knew ME again. I know I need to take time for myself, but I dreadfully miss my family. I have never said a word of harm to my wife nor have I ever raised my hand in anger. I am just at a loss, how long till I know that I am better, how many visits, how many co-pays? I know I feel better, I know a weight has been lifted of my shoulders, I know that I am that better person now. It is so hard to be strong, it is so hard to keep my composure. I just wish no I WANT my family back. They are my everything, my wife included, ever since the day I met her. Since the day she said I do. Thanks for letting me vent.