I'm sorry for your story. I can relate. I had trauma at age 12. The treatment my parents sent me to said I was depressed and needed antidepressants. The pdoc said I was bipolar and I started lithium at that age. I didn't start trauma therapy yntil my mid 3os. Throughout those in between years I was given obscene amounts of klonopin by doctors which I needed up abusing (taking too much) I've had ectopic and it was mentioned upon a first consult at a inpatient stay.

I wish something natural would help my bipolar symptoms. For ptsd I'm very engaged in therapy art yoga and meditation.