I'm boring, I hate leaving the house (Scared of driving), have nothing to talk about, Dislike people, do nothing all day at least I'm awake. I don't want to be intimate with my husband. I don't want to be like this. I miss being outgoing of my hypomania. How do I become more outgoing when I hardly answer hi back when people talk to me? I'm contemplating smoking just to see if that helps but I don't want it to switch me into a mood swing or psychosis.