im just not good enough. i never really have been. i was always the person people put up with because they had no choice. now im just not good enough for people to understand. people just pity me because of my life. why should they care, all i do is hurt and destroy. destroy everything around me and then wonder why i have no real friends. wonder why peoole only care when everything is going wrong. i know why, its because i am not, and will never be good enough.