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Oct 30, 2016, 08:25 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2016
Location: Wisconsin
Posts: 199
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so I already have horrid nightmares daily but.. ever since I left the junior high where I talked to a counselor almost every day for a year and a half  I've been seeing her in my dreams. It's usually me trying to reach out to her for help and her turning me away. Which then leads to me having a panic attack. The dream I had last night was based in my middle school I saw her and was like "oh my god I miss you so much, the counselor at the high school isn't like you" i mean I know what she would've said "every counselor is different give her a shot" but in my dream she turned away from me and started talking to another boy. I ran outside in a panic and never saw her again but then I was bullied by a little boy caught crying and ignored by my religious teacher and was held at gunpoint after being kidnapped and none of my friends or family would save me. I got away but that's because my dreams won't let me die they are long and tortuous..
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