That has definitely been on the table for me, but the fear of people and the social anxiety feelings, as well as the question of "is this safe?" makes that a challenge. It is so complicated to explain because being in a position of having the time, talents, and resources on one hand and the fear of going out with all the bombarding distracting thoughts is challenging. So far the pros and cons of volunteering (again, I've done it before) has just not reached enough pros to do it. It sounds selfish and hurts to feel that way. It will happen eventually but it just isn't time yet...