So I have been in the hospital since Thursday after admitting to the crisis team I couldn't keep myself safe and agreeing this might be best for me right now. I saw the consultant on Friday morning who basically just said I shouldn't be here and they will discharge me on Monday.

So I have been here for 4 days and had zero treatment. Haven't been started on any meds. Nothing.

And if anything I am now in a worse frame of mind than I was before I got here.



I really tried to do the right thing. And it backfired. I'm at a loss and I just don't see the point in trying anymore.