Thank you. Im sorry you stayed in a bad relationship for so long.
I cant help feeling a little crazy with the way he reacts to what i say and when i try to talk to him. I feel bad for him because i love him.. but im not even sure i love the man he is now or used to be. I feel so unsupportive being tough on him. But i need to see some sort of baby steps to improvement because right now hes dragging all of us down with him and its not fair in my eyes.