After my wife discovered bruising on me and I confessed that I have seen Dominatrix's for almost thirty years,I took an eight week break. I also saw a therapist briefly,but hated it almost as much as not seeing the Goddess for discipline. I have scheduled a session tomorrow and quite honestly I can't wait to go back. I have been miserable since I stopped. Yes my wife disaproves,yes she doesn't know about tomorrow,yes is she finds out she will be upset and maybe ask me to leave. I just love it more than anything and it has been a part of me since I was 18. I love my wife but not more than being severely disciplined by a sadistic woman. It is what it is I suppose.