I am very alone in this world. I feel like I am the only one with no friends to turn to. When I did and opened up to them, every last one turned their back on me. I don't blame them, I mean really who wants a friend that is never happy...At lot of responses would be but you have a house, car etc. You have no problems, you should be happy. But IDK, something inside me keeps me from happiness. I wish I felt better. I wish I never feel like this again. I really hate myself and hate my life.