It doesn't so much bother me as arouse my curiosity. Like what on earth was he thinking? Of course, I can't ask him because he's dead now -- he died when I was 15. And even if he hadn't passed on, I doubt he'd remember the conversation -- my mother has serious selective amnesia when it comes to just about anything I remember from my childhood; he'd probably be the same.

I remember m*st*rb*ting very specifically as a child. I remember all kinds of strange things no child is supposed to know about at those ages. It was already VERY familiar to me (cl*tor*l orgasm included) by the age of 3 so I had to have been doing it longer than that. I was a born sex magick ritualist, LOL, I used to use it to control the evil spirits that scared me at night when I was little.

Allautumn, your avatar is seriously disturbed looking. I thought mine was pretty disturbed but yours takes the proverbial cake (and the icing too)!