Are you eating enough for your body to absorb the Geodon? Since you are depressed, I wonder if you have enough energy and motivation to eat regularly, and you need a 500 cal meal for the medicine to work. When I just started Geodon and was depressed, it was hard for me to put proper meals together, and when I took Geodon without a complete meal, I felt more depressed; after I got my act together with eating, the medicine started being consistently effective.