Is it actually possible that maybe you miss love more than missing your ex husband? Maybe you associate him with love because of the bond that you once shared. My wife left me two months ago and I have been so devastatingly lonely. I've had lots of time to think since she left. I was actually very lonely before she left too. My wife had a bad way of not wanting to talk over or resolve issues. Now just last night after her being gone for two months and never trying to help me in resolving the issues again, she told me that she doesn't want to be married anymore. So, I've been very sad and crying since. I will always have love for my wife even after a divorce. But I will also miss being loved. Because I have been missing that for a while, even before she left. I stopped feeling her love for me. But hopefully I will be able to find that again. Another chance to love and be loved back. I associate my wife with love because I love her so much, but I never got that degree of love back from her. So maybe you should try to find the love that you need from someone new. And, hopefully from someone with lots of love to give you:sadhug.