chatty, more energy...then irritated and irritable...writing more, but un-focused...big dreams, inability to follow through on anything simple, nothing at all...more religiosity (I am a Christian, but...there's a point at which one shifts into a state of excess...)...

...I need more cigarettes. I need/want less sleep. I seriously stop and think about swiping an upper from a family member.

Then I sleep, usually too much...and I'm back to normal-ish.

Good question, btw.