Angela, honestly I'd be inclined to suspect likewise except for one salient fact: I'm not a repressor. Never have been. I never repressed the m*l*st*tion by older boys that went on for 3 years, for example; I lived with it consciously.
One time when I was 10 I deliberately "altered reality" as a magickal experiment (by telling myself repeatedly "this never happened" after a neighbor's mother caught us playing "truth or dare" outside involving nudity) to protect myself from the negative consequences of an embarrassing incident, but that was deliberate and I remembered it 2 years later again after the time limit had expired on it -- it was a sort of self-hypnotic suggestion thing.
Sheesh, I sound like a perv. I have been hypersexual all my life, even before I knew what "sex" really WAS.
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11.30.64 heh.finale (02) -111 11.22.63 jpl 156 435 666/93 abaddon temple annihilation bridge
rev10 priestess 98 world-soul choronzon reversal babalon fallen forfeiture 01. unfinished sequence.
system compromised. code gray. retrieval and cycling initiated 11.28.08, 74 >> 75
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