Mal,

You're not evil, or a pervert, or any of the other thigns you said. I don't think that about you at all.

And I don't mean to drive you nuts about it, but honestly these are all signs that point to the possibility that there are more memories there. It's possible you repressed some things and not others.

I'm not expert, but I am a psych major, so I do know a few things and these are some pretty strong signs.