I have tried giving up porn but it just draws me back into the lust of it all. I wasn't this way before I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
It seems to me to keep trying to put porn out of my life, though it excites me like crazy, because I wouldn't be able to live with my conscience if I let her go, for her sake and mine.
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schizoaffective bipolar type
Lithium, Trazodone, Klonopin, Abilify, Zoloft
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