What if I died right now...would anyone even notice? I have never felt so alone. So very alone. I think about what he is doing right now, and after being with him for so long, he does not think of me. It's like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind, he erased me almost as a lark. 5 years erased. Not for me though, I live this pain....I want to know how to erase him.