thank you so much everyone

i went to work today and the CNA had the day off but i used the phone in a private room and called her..i explained how i was feeling and what really happened that day and what i was doing to fix it and she said it wasnt a problem to begin with (i overreacted wow....what a surprise) and that she wasnt going to say anything and that she knew i was a good person and i didnt want to hurt anyone (i have worked tons of times with her before so i know i can trust her word) and so it seems i will be ok (hopefully) i have been trying so hard to make up for everything...i have been really good at keeping my anger it seems i just had to kinda blow up alittle and now i can overcome my anger pretty well...

but i will admit ...these people have me totally exhausted