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Old Oct 31, 2016, 07:47 PM
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My dream had three major scenes.
Scene 1: my Middle School Gym and Lunch Area, to my left were lunch tables and a bunch of people, to my right was the hallway, in front of me was Mrs. P, behind me was the rest of the lunch room the offices, above me was the ceilings below me was the tiled floor a dull white.
Scene 2: I was knelt on a stage in front of a woman with a shot gun blinded but I could see, to my left and right I could see only the walls, in front of me was multiple of my loved ones sitting in wooden chairs behind me was the women with the gun, above me was the lighted ceiling below me was the stage
Scene 3: in the playground of my elementary school. To my left is the brick building, right is the playground woodchips and little kids, in from of me is a female version of my priest and my CCD teacher behind me is the log cabin and the fench from my junior high grass field and a road, above me is a grayish sky, below me is the blacktop

Lighting:
1: bright blinding from the artificial lights afternoon
2: dim and warm unknown light source night
3: bright blinding the sun afternoon

Objects:
1: focused on the counselors large dark sunglasses and the small grey tiles
2: the shot gun was burning to the touch everyone watching was sitting in wooden chairs
3: my CCD teacher was rubbing her cross the playground from my childhood third school was there

People:
1: Mrs. P: like she normally is female tall wearing high heels but she was frowning and I couldn't see her eyes she was to my right standing.. she was ignoring me told me "yeah like always" I was venting to her about my friends I think.. (its hard for me to focus on words when my emotions are so strong)
2: a random stranger held me at gun point she whispered in my ear "no one will save you even them.." all my family and friends stared in horror and said nothing I grabbed onto the gun it burned my hands and i bolted to the next scene
3: I was breathing heavily and crying as my CCD teacher walked up and asked "is this where you go to school" she was originally talking to the nun about her childhood catholic school and an orphanage but wouldn't look at me I could feel her disappointment radiating off her

Feeling/thoughts:
1: I missed her so much I felt relieved jittery, when she wouldn't look at or talk to me my heart started pounding and I started crying
2: I was obviously panicked and depressed as she tried to kill me and no one would help
3: first I felt random joy but it dropped away into panick desire for counsel and loneliness

I left the dream with the feeling of fear, loneliness, depression, anger, loss..
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